BE POSITIVE AND Just chill

So finally.first time..i m trying to write something...

Starting with a story type thing which always inspires me in my life..and which has taught me the most important lesson of my life "To keep POSITIVE ATTITUDE".

OK..So actually it is my true story. I was very scholar student in my school..... always topped the class in every standard from 1st to 9th. Being on the top has been like a habit for me.. Next was the 10th board exams. I was trying to give my best without tuitions. As usual our so called society and relatives tried to create a 'fear' in my mind like 'O you are so scholar. but how can you survive in without tutitions.. and how can you get good marks.' Actually it was a shock for THEM that I didn't have any tuitions. Actually it is a general rule of our society that people are very curious about what is happening in others' life and how they can interfere. And after interference they keep on giving useless suggestions and the reasons why we should believe them. Same happened to me. I had gone to major depression in the first prelim exam of 10th. I was feeling like I can't write anything in my exams. Whenever I tried to read, I got scared. Seriously It was very horrible. One day I told my parents that I don't want to study.. and horribly i said that "Even I don't want to live. I want to do suicide like anything. " I was hopeless.

At that time my Papa came to me. He took my book from my hands and actually threw away and said "If you don't want to study, its ok. If you don't want to give exams,Its also ok. But i request you one thing. You just go for exams and just sit there. You have no need to write anything. Just go and sit at least for one hour." I was agreed and went for exams without any preparation. So as we know that whenever any paper comes before us, we can try to write something which a little bit we know. Like that, I wrote something in those papers. But still that depression has caught me in the last paper, and I didn't attended last paper of 'Gujarati'. Seems to be foolish but yes i was absent in that paper because I thought I will not pass in a paper like 'Gujarati'.

So as usual, in results I got more than 80% in all subjects eexcept 'Gujarati' and was declared as 'FAIL' because of my absence. For the first time in my life, I got 'FAIL' in any exams. At that time my family has supported me very very very much. My papa has never told me to study or he never asked me why you have got 10/100 in this test or even 0/100 here. He done my counselling as a doctor. He used to give me examples of positive attitude, some good thoughts about positivity and many more things. He used to do my brain wash all day-all night and answered my every question with a calm and positive answer. We used to talk all night sometimes from 12 AM to 4 AM, he continuously explained me how to keep positive attitude in life and what is the value of that. This helped me a lot and slowly I was getting back my confidence. My family told me "Don;t care what society talks about you if you will not get good marks, we are always with you even if you will get 0 marks. It will make no difference to us." And not only they told, they proved it too.

And in that condition, I went for 10th final exams obviously without reading.. because my family has more confidence on me than myself.

The day of result, I can still remember every moment of that day, My friends were at home to see the results. They were going in tuitions.. SO i first checked their results. They have got like 80-84%. So i felt okay i must have got less percent result. So I typed my number and closed my eyes before the computer.. really.... Then after a few seconds, I heard a shout from my Papa.. 'Are Waah!! You have got 87% result.' Oh my god!!! Suddenly i opened my eyes and looked at the screen. It was truly that. I couldn't believe that it was true. I really got 87% marks.

That was first tie when I learnt that it is not necessary to follow the crowd every time, you can succeed on your own terms. And yes I also learnt that only one "RAY OF HOPE" can really make a difference. SO always 'Be Positive' even in worst conditions.

This is one of my experiences from which I have learnt a lesson. Others are also there. But I think you may get bored. SO next time....!!

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